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Friday, October 17 !@#$% 1:30 PM
JUST HOPELESS I TELL YOU !!!

Its not goin anywhere man!
i'm just so frustrated, but i just find the use to move on, but there's nothing happening anymore!
for some reason, it's just different now.

its just a never-ending cycle!

just wish i could heck care everything and just go up to her, and just shout "HEY IT"S YOU! IT"S YOU, IT"S YOU!!!!"

but i dun see any point in doing that! haiz!

just wait lor, no other choice. hopefully, when the opportunity presents itself, i know how to react, and hopefully, all goes well...

am in clubroom now, EMO'ING! so sian
wanna sketch also still thinkin about her, no mood to do anything!
sketch her also, not turning out right! WHY WHY WHY?

Maybe just Surviving shud be enuf, but as all human beings, i want more, something to fill up the gaps that exist within us all, and like all things, the attempt to fill up these gaps might open up even more gaps! that's the shitty thing tt's happening to me right now! AAAAARRGGGGHHHH!!!