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Monday, June 1 !@#$% 11:59 AM
My Horoscope for today, quite true.... "A lot has changed and so have you. You will be extremely sentimental, and if pushed by others you may hold a lasting grudge. Make changes regarding your friendships. Your lucky day this week will be Friday." well, i have changed alot since yr one in SP, used to super high every single minute... and the seniors used to tell me... " Dave, confirm you yr 2 become sian of being high and will become emo.. SURE ONE!" and i said no lar, cannot be... SP SO COOL! haha wun happen lar... but its happening now... but not because i'm sian of being high.. but because some groups of people treat me like a complete stranger when i AM high... Actually i've been meaning to talk about it for quite awhile... but didnt know wad to say.. but after this horoscope reading.. i tot why not? People are different, and i am one of the examples... but i feel everyone should be open and talk things out... but with this one group of people in SP, they sort of conspire.. dunno wad exactly, but they think sooo much until they make it worse for both me and themselves... like for example... there was a moment with them i tried my best to not make it awkward... but i think they just wanted it to be... to the extent where for the first time IN MY LIFE! i felt completely invisible.... haix... just cus i was HIGH! i mean COME ON!!!!! like WTH LAR! but as i said people are different, and that day i learnt how different they could be... the best part is... they thought that i was being high on PURPOSE!!!! to get attention! dun ask me how they got that idea... but my main intention was to get everybody else to feel better and happier... but instead... they made me feel like a fuckin ass! haix.... well, that's all i can say for now. |